Bout Ms. Buck

Chillin.

2010-04-26T22:04:00.000-05:00

Apparently a lot has been happening, I'm slippin over here.

My friend had a birthday (heyy recho)

We partied.

We went to Miami :)

We partied...

I made it to 21 years old :)

And I keep havin fun!

that is all :)

Love.

-B

Yo.

2010-01-18T03:53:00.000-06:00

Before school started, all I was doing was going to work and playing on my computer and my new webcam. Let's just say I have madddd pix on my computer of myself in 7549875943 different poses.

It was fun what can I say!

I'm so hard. and yeah yea yeah I'm so hard.

Just me. and my scha-weeeet tattoo :) ha.

Pants on the Ground

2010-01-18T03:41:00.001-06:00

I keep replaying this.

Over and Over and Over again.

That's all I'm going to say.

Hey CAU :)

2010-01-17T22:53:00.003-06:00

Yet another semester at Clark. But lowkey, or highkey, I'm excited.

I'm usually always excited when school first starts, and then I dread everything after that, but this semester I think it's different. My classes are all mostly dealing with my major, not intro class of Mass Media or general classes either, so it's crunch time and I'm all the way ready for it.

School was never my cup of tea, but if this is what's going to make me successful like I know I will be, then by all means I am taking full advantage of it. Work and play are both capable of having equal shares of my life. And right now, I'm all about the work.

WOOT!

Love.

-B

I think it's time.

2010-01-08T02:08:00.002-06:00

That I gave up on the past, old relationships, people in general.

The same people I thought I could count on before, I don't think I can anymore. I don't know if I need all these people in my life right now just complicating things. I may need to drop a few, and drop a few more.

I don't even feel the need to go into detail of each situation, but simply, I have had enough. I can't take being hurt all the time, and pretending like it doesn't bother me, and smile, when we both know I just want to knock the SHIT out of you for what you did, are doing, and will do to me in the future.

I'm angry, I will admit that, but I have all reason to be. And you CAN'T be mad, because you did tell me that you didn't know if even in the future you could give me what I wanted, which has always been... You.

That's cool, I mean I can't do anything to change it, and apparently haven't been able to do anything about it for YEARS. yes, YEARS. So I think this is the end of the end.

THE END.

It's a new year, with new pretty things to play with :)

2010-01-07T01:00:00.003-06:00

This year is going to be epic.

I think I have a lot going on this year that will ultimately work in my favor. I have a lot of determination to grow as a person and a writer. I don't want to be at the same level that I was at in 2009, I am trying to go above and beyond where I was, and make a new level for myself that I didn't even know existed, really.

I'm not worried about what is going to happen with me and my family in 2010, I just know that we are all blessed to be here in the first place, and there are great things that come out of the Buck family, so no need to stress on things that I know will occur and end greatly.

Career wise, I plan to enter onto a new internship, I am currently applying to various magazines, Atlanta-based as well as nationally known magazines. I'm super eager to get into something new, yea, I'm all ancy and stuff ha

Relationship wise, I am still being as patient as possible and trying not to rush things with any relationship opportunity that is thrown my way. I'm doing really well thee days with

truly caring about how another person feels and being there for them, as well as getting to know a person very well before ever considering whether they would be a good match for me or not. And I have successfully discovered that the majority of the guys I know, or are very close to, are amazing friends, and friends only. No need to complicate things, right? I have plenty of guy friends, and I have plenty of guy friends who care about me in a way that has nothing to do with them wanting to get in my pants. I can't say that for ALL of my guy friends, but for the ones that matter most, the ones that I need in my life and do not want out of my life, aint no "friends with benefits" going on over here, I can tell you THAT much. Ha

Overall, 2010 is going to be some kind of year. I'm lowkey and HIGHKEY madd amp'd about it, and there is NO denying of hiding that.

Bring it on bebe, Jbuck is all the way ready to RUN ATL! lmaooo

Tumblr.

2010-01-07T00:47:00.003-06:00

Oh, how i have been so faithful to my blogspot. We are coming up on 2 years strong and I'm extra excited about that. I feel like i have come a long way since I first started blogging, and I can proudly say that my skills have heightened, but I'm not where I want to be yet, it all takes time I guess.

Blogging is something I started to work on my writing skills, as well as express my opinion on everyday things. I blog about anything and everything. Some days I blog about certain topics that I feel aren't being touched on too much today, and other days I'll simply post music or a funny video just to switch it up a bit. I like to think that I'm versatile enough to pull that off.

I just recently got into my tumblr blog, and I feel like it is a little more simpler with what I am trying to portray on my blog. Overall, my blogspot will always have my heart :) haha you have been so good to me. In the meantime, inbetween keeping up with this blog and that, check out my alternate blog, which I am oh so proud of :)

[jlbuckk.tumblr.com]

same substance, different blog, still showing my badass life.

Thank you, and goodnight

Love.

-B

hello webcam :)

2009-12-27T15:52:00.004-06:00

Just got a new webcam, kind hype... so of course i been snappin pix and what not.

Peace.

Play on Playa.

2009-12-27T08:11:00.002-06:00

The holidays have treated me so well. I got to see my family, we haven't all been together since last Jan. for the Inauguration so it's been nice.

My time in Texas has come to an end. Me and my sister leave to make that 12 hour drive back tonight. But before that, we're having a bomb going away party which I will be the photographer :) I can test out my bangin new camera I'm hype ha.

See you soon Atl.

Love.

-B

too much.

2009-12-27T03:52:00.002-06:00

I can hardly believe what happened tonight.

Too crazy, a lot to take in, but i handled it the best way i could.

I truly love him like no one else, and i don't know if anyone else will even come close to the way I feel about him. He is what completes me, and the one that makes me the happiest. I can't let him out of my life, and I'm glad that we agreed on that.

Even if we are not together, I don't know how to let him go, not completely. He's going to be in my life no matter what, and I have so much relief about that.

I love you.

G4L

2009-12-26T17:57:00.000-06:00

Rihanna is such a beast for this track.

She's always been the baddest, like before and after Chris Brown. He def. boosted her career, but she had all her success on her own. She's known so bangin music and a bangin stylist.

"I like the gun when im done cuz i know that revenge is sweet".

shoot. she can get it. lowkey.

Love.
-B

Number One.

2009-12-24T03:28:00.004-06:00

Have you ever had that one person that has been consistently in your life for years and years and you just can't seem to brush them off completely?

What about an old boyfriend from way back when, and you THINK that you've outgrown him/her... like you are for sure that ya'll are just two different people now, and it would never work?

Hmm.. When he/she calls you it's nothing, but exceed 4 text messages or 20 minutes and it all changes.

You're first love, and you haven't seen them in forever, but as soon as you get in the vicinity of this person, a light switch comes on, and you're hooked.

Feelings just slapping you in the face that you never would have thought would come back. You were doing so good.

You were over them. They were over you. Ya'll were both moved on. He/she has a new person in they life, and you, well you have special people in your life, maybe not a main, but you're doing just fine where you are!

It was only for a visit, only for a few days to see family and friends, but it was only right that you go to see him/her, because your movin away, and won't be back for a while.

One visit turned into two, which turned into many. You just couldn't help yourself, it was out of your control now.. So you just gave in, gave in completely?

Yes, completly.

And now you're not sure what to do, because this wasn't really supposed to happen, you were just supposed to reminisce and say your goodbyes.

Confused on where this leads? Not sure what will happen next?

Yea, so am i.

That Night.

2009-12-20T14:42:00.004-06:00

Imma always support my homies, and imma always support good music. So when I find good music, or bomb music that my homies created, it's like a double whammy.

Corey Davis and A.Ware new video for their song "That Night"

Yea, I missed the video shoot, bc I was home in Dallas, but I was there in spirit, ha.

Check out their Sex on a Sunday Sampler and other goodies here.
And their Sex on a Sunday LP is on iTunes too!

<a href="http://machfive.bandcamp.com/track/alright">Alright by Mach Five</a>

:)

Love.
-B

gmail

2009-12-20T03:12:00.001-06:00

just added the gadget so I can blog AND check my email at the same time, sweet.

Love.
-B

jesse boykins III

2009-12-19T14:24:00.002-06:00

I've wrote about this kid before, and I just came across some of his new stuff. He's upgraded to a label that him and a friend founded, and has some dope videos, I just love love love his voice though, real talk.

enjoy.

More Vids

I'm quite picky.

2009-12-19T13:42:00.002-06:00

When it comes to my friends, not everyone can make the cut. There are a lot of people out here that you just cannot trust and they are steady trying to be your friend and get in your business.

I've fallen for this before but never again. A real friend doesn't back stab you or do something hella trife to you just because they are mad. If a real friend has a problem then they come to YOU and talk to YOU about it ad you both resolve the issue. A real friend doesn't tell everyone BUT YOU that they are mad at YOU, and never reach out to resolve the conflict. That's just petty and unnecessary.

I am lucky enough to have my handful of friends that I can trust with everything in the world. The friends that I know have my back when I'm really in need, and the one's that know virtually everything about, past, present and future.

I also have those friends that aren't my best friends, but I still consider them to be the friends I can go to if I need something, and the friends that I hang out with on a regular basis. Not everyone can be my bestfriend... there's only a select few of those.

The many circles of friends that I have keep me rounded and diverse. I don't like to hang out with the same people over and over and over again, because eventually it gets boring and I've done everything with these people. I like to meet new people and check out new spots and what not. This doesn't mean that these new people I'm meeting are about to be my new bestfriends, but I could always use a few more acquaintances, nothing wrong with that, right? I mean, fun is fun, and I like to have fun. Point Blank.

I have my bestfriends, my really good friends, my friends I say hi to at school, and people that I know from being out. Unless I have chilled with you more than 10 times, you can't really be my GOOD friend, but you could very well be someone that I know and have fun with easily. And even if I have hung out with you more than 10 times, if we have never had a convo that didn't result in the consumption of alcohol or weed, it doesn't count. lol

I hate it when people try to bribe me into hanging out with them with weed or alcohol, like... You don't have to get me fucked up just to hang out with me. I can hang out when I'm sober, it's okay. lol There is nothing wrong with being sober, but there IS something wrong with me drunk or high ALLLL the time. Get your life together, it's not that crucial. lol

I love my besties, my friends, my acquaintances, and everyone else that I know as well. We'll see how good of a friend I am to you when xmas comes around. teehee

im gon need you to say something baby.

2009-12-16T10:13:00.002-06:00

Timbaland Ft. Drake- Say Something.

New single, goes hard. My homie Chris put me on a few days, and I've had the vid on repeat since then, teehee.

Drake is still my nigga, ha. and Timbaland has always been a genius. The beat is just crazy, though.

enjoy.

Love.
-B

Tiger oh Tiger

2009-12-15T16:58:00.003-06:00

You're really messing up these days. Multiple mistresses, all WHITE (smh), and leaving behind evidence! huh? You gotta be more slick!

Love.
-B

Nicki Minaj

2009-12-15T16:51:00.001-06:00

I'm lowkey in love with her.
Nicki Minaj is a beast, and I really can't get enough of her. lol She's over the top with the barbie concept but she's the only one I will allow to be that way lol. Usually I hate people who compare themselves or even call themselves barbie bc it's literally unrealistic, but Nicki can do whatever she wants lol..

Go Nicki!

bahahaha

2009-12-15T16:28:00.002-06:00

World Star Hip-Hop has the funniest videos ever. I probably check it at least 3 times a week and this video i just found has to top a lot.

i just have one question: whose office is she in with her pj's dancing like that? hmm..

Enjoy :)

Love.
-B

I think it's time..

2009-12-14T14:04:00.002-06:00

we take a trip to the bed.
you go trey songz
:) Never lets me down with the slow jams. ha

Packing up the house, this is way harder than it looks. I keep taking twitter and facebook breaks, my ma is going to kill me if i don't finish lol.

almost done. tedious work though because I keep stopping to look at old memories, I've found so many of my old journals in this closet. lol I wrote some funny stuff. I've been writing since i was real young, no wonder it's my passion :)

Love.
-B

home SCH-WEET home.

2009-12-13T17:18:00.003-06:00

12 hours is a hella long time to be in the car, but me and my ma made it fun all the way from Atlanta, Ga to Rockwall, Tx. I'm oh so happy to be home with my precious doggies and my fam. and friends. I haven't been home in a whole year i was way past overdue to make this trip..

My old job is in love with me, if you didn't know. They already put me on the schedule starting tomorrow ha, I need some extra cash so why not have fun while doing it? :)

I feel kinda lost though, I had to get used to where I was a remember how to get places, lol. Ive been riding down Northside Drive and Buford HWY too much I forgot everything else lmao. Anyways, Happy Holidays to everyone, have safe trips home, and have fun man, be with your fam and enjoy this time, really.

Christmas isn't all about gifts, but it sure does make it a wittle more interesting :) lol

FINALS

2009-12-08T13:13:00.002-06:00

2 DOWN. 1 to go.

I'm almost done ahhh I'm too hype.

This semester has definitely drained me to the end. Hard classes, 18 hours, work work work, internship, no sleep. lol

No worries though, I hope I came out on top with my grades, and I'm moving on ready to relax in my bed in Texas. Woot.

Surprise trip to houston though, I'm lowkey excited. I get to see my brotherrrr, my wifeyyy, my jelly, and my boo :) teehee

Love.

-B

Fav.

2009-11-30T01:35:00.002-06:00

I have some pretty funny Twitter Favorites.

Thought I might share a few.

uhhh lehgoooo :)

jbuckk Um, have u ever heard of weave etiquette? Lolol @rechoomondi

retroJACE B.A.R.B.I.E.S= Broke Ass Ridiculous Bitches Imitating Everyones Swagg

AubreyODay I'm a rubba lova, so wrap it and ill hug ya.

lilduval RT @SPOKENREASONS Hello, I'm here 2 help u #BeatBeingBasic . I'm offering *5 fingers 2 da face* 4 err girl dat call themselves Barbie!

cwilliamz 2 bitches n me!! http://pic.gd/36db14 (this nigga tried me lol)

jbuckk @lilduval U can tell when somebody got a raggedy car cuz when they get out Yo car they slam the door hard as hell like they in a box chevy

jbuckk i spent my night hanging out with my friend patron silver, mr. salt and ms. lime, trying to forget my boy troubles. that wasnt the best idea

jbuckk dont make me open up this dunkin' donuts box, ill leave ur ass cream filled!!!

jbuckk @MarzLovejoy im on this cloud close to uranus. see u in 10!

jbuckk @jizza84 did u play dance dance revolution at d&b? lol

jbuckk RT @lilduval: another one 4 the new followers: model women get fucked...... regular women get married.......basic bitches get shot!

jbuckk in the #90s i was FLY . that was the past. now, im BAD. that's a mixture of bein extra fly, extra cute, and extra bangin.

younglyxx #ff the baddest chick from Texas @jbuckk (heyyyyyyyy)

jbuckk never underestimate anything that's lightskinned. i.e a backwood, ya mama, or the baddest @missbianca24

jbuckk @missbianca24 : remember that year we didnt buy no textbooks at all? @jbuckk : u mean last semester?

LilCoachK @jbuckk u can't ask me when I'm gettin my braces off cuz I'm gettin them off next sat.

NewarKid @jbuckk is the baddest chick i ever seen made in a lab no lies

jbuckk in the back of this diner like rosa parks @_prettytee !

cwilliamz Boobs are like coupons for free stuff...smh

philthegod just so you know @jbuckk is studying the "guide to getting it on" ..she's on chapter 32.

the_asamp @jbuckk And some spermicidal lube

tatalaPeachez @jbuckk im the indiana jones of exploring croutch

the_asamp @jbuckk "You look like the playa hater that sold me this SHEEIT!!"

TommyGunz30 @jbuckk we go together like cocaine and waffles.

TheeRealDayDay @jbuckk lol if we wanted wussies we woulda named our kids dr Quinn and medicine woman

the_asamp @jbuckk Tweet tweet biiiiitch, tweet tweet!

the_asamp i think @jbuckk IS shake and bake. first you shake.. and then you.............. BAKE.

dannieboyTV #onthelow im crushing on @jbuckk LL COOL J / boyz II men flow shhhhhhhh

JUICEBMB @theADUB naa @jbuckk is a freak of nature #onthelow she was made in a lab!! RT:@NewarKid LOL I agree

My babies :(

2009-11-30T01:13:00.002-06:00

I have three dogs. Pepper, Munchken and Frisky. I love them oh so much and would do anything for them, they are really a part of the Buck family and everyone knows that. They are pampered and super spoiled. They sleep where they want, most of the time in the bed with me or my mother. One bark and we're up to let them out. We take them on walks constantly, all of that. Yummy treats, we are just a dog loving family.

I have had Pepper and Munchken (mixed chow and brit. spaniel) since I was about 5 or 6. So yes, they are very old, and now very sick. My ma told me today that she is going to have to put them to sleep soon, maybe even before I can get home to see them again. :( I lost it.

My ma got a new job, so she's selling our house in Texas and moving to DC, ew. And Pep Pep and Bear (nicknames) aren't healthy enough to make the trip let along adapt to the climate change. Im soooooo sad about this, like really, I've been crying all day.

i'm trying to get home asap so I can at least see them again before this happens, since I havent been home since LAST xmas.

Basically, I'm oh so upset. I dunno what to do, these are my babies :(

Please keep them in your prayers, man. I dunno how I can handle all of this right now :( :( :(

NEW MOOOOOON

2009-11-20T15:56:00.006-06:00

Bangin.

EEEEk. I loved it

The director was way better than in Twilight, props to you son.

I read the entire book again last night after I saw the movie, I couldn't help it..

So good. Now onto Eclipse. In theatres June 30, 2010

I can't waitttt

TEAM JACOB all day though, but if Bella don't want him, shooooooot I'll take him :)

He's sucha studmuffin!

ahhhh

2009-11-20T15:54:00.002-06:00

work overload.

been in the library everyday this week.. for hours and hours finishing misc. hw and such. ugh im pooped.

finally no work today, so I have more time to do hw lol

Homies bday is today, rooftop party in buckhead at the Palomar. I'm lowkey hype. should be dope though.

I swear, I sound less and less like I'm from Texas everyday, ha. I take words from everywhere and add it to my vocab. Niggas is confused when they first meet me cuz they have no clue where I'm really from!

Papers

2009-11-19T14:22:00.003-06:00

Lowkey I think Usher is talking about the divorce him and Tameka in his new song "Papers," but im sure everyone else is thinking the same thing, duh. Its pretty obvious, but I've heard people doubt his intentions because the dama is so called "staged".

Whatever. It seems to me that the relationship is over and thats madd embarrassing to have your estranged husband's #1 single talking about, "I've done all i can take but you leave me no options girl.. I'm ready to sign these papers"

Papers - Usher

Love.

-B

Pressure

2009-11-19T11:33:00.002-06:00

Sometimes it's just too hard to handle the daily duties of myself. I feel very overwhelmed a lot, because I have brought so much onto my plate in the past year, juggling all of my responsibilites and priorities.

-Im taking the max 18 hours if school
-I have two demanding Internships that require work & assignments due on a regular basis
-Im working 25+ hours per week at my job, which keeps me out until at least 11 pm each night and slaps me with sleepyness
-And then you have to take the buku bills that I have to pay, seeming to take all of the money that I earn at work. [guh-reat]
-Not to mention the regular problems that I handle with CAU, who loe to screw up my money. And the fact that I'm stressin over graduating early & what not.

I think I'm doing too much. Maybe I should slow down, but realistically I can't. I can't quit my job, qui my internships & put my middle finger up to CAU & dip.

-Oh, but it would be glorious if I could, and be wisked away to a beach with blue water & white sand, and do something I haven't done in ages... RELAX.

Love.
-B

My Lady

2009-11-17T15:34:00.002-06:00

Bad Romance.

This video puts chills down my spine everytime i watch it.Gaga has a way with her videos, she needs to keep a consistant director to top this.

i love how her fingers twitch in the beginning.. and her overly big eyes
Every shoe she wears is BANGIN.
the diamonds caught in mid air around her, ah i love it.
I love how she's showin her full face more in this video too,
Gaga has such an amazing body, the spine effects when shes naked up against the pole is crazy, who thinks of stuff like that?
And her polar bear cover up,man oh man.
Last but not least, the crispy burnt bed with the skeleton next to her. ends it well. But Gaga HAS TO still have on those bangin platforms, and cig.

Love.
-B

HOT.

2009-11-17T15:32:00.002-06:00

Lady Gaga. Who im easily in love with
Beyonce. Who ive BEEN in love with.

Video Phone Remix
eeek. I want to watch it over and over again

Graduation?

2009-11-10T13:44:00.003-06:00

Although I have just loved being at CAU these past 3 years, I think it's time that I graduate, early at that. I'm planning on making fall 2010 my last semester at Clark. We'll see how that goes. I hope it's effective, because the sooner I have my degree, the sooner I can continue my education at Northwestern University in Chicago for my Masters in Print Journalism. Woot. I'm lowkey hype, but super scared as well.

My schedule for next semester is going to be good though, Fridays no class, one class monday, two classes tues/thurs, and two classes wed.

I can handle that.
BAM.

Love.
-B

Trey

2009-11-10T13:42:00.002-06:00

As much as I love Trey Songz, he amazed me with this video for "Invented Sex" um, it starts off cool, and then escalades into something waaaaaay extreme. lol. No complaints of course, because I love looking at Trey Songz, and he has a really pretty girl in this video without her having to shake ass and be a typical video girl. Props to you son.

Pearl Jam

2009-10-02T16:09:00.002-05:00

Can you PLEASE cop their new album, please?

The Fixer - Pearl Jam

Mach 5

2009-10-01T01:52:00.002-05:00

The homies A.Ware and Corey Davis just dropped their new mixtape for Mach 5"Sex on Sunday" Sampler.

You GOTTA check it out.

The beats alone had me. I love the low key techno sound.

very niiiice. (Borat voice)

BAM.

Love.

-B

samantics

2009-09-30T10:32:00.005-05:00

You must know my friend Samantha.

She takes bangin pictures.

I think it's a gift

One trip to piedmont Park, and were in businesssssss

here we go

Sam took this for MY photography project. thanks! lol

I took this one :) go Jessica, go Jessica.

She's amazing.

Enough said.

Love.

-B

little chris williams

2009-09-30T10:30:00.000-05:00

um, this dude is the funniest person in life.

I picked the beat. and he's freestylin.

whoa.

Back to School Blues && Goals

2009-09-30T10:05:00.003-05:00

I know this might be a little late, but I like to think that this blog was just marinating for all of you. But now I think it's ready to be published.

no worries though, I'm still working on this AMAZING blog about what it takes to be the baddest. It's in progress.. bear with me, man. It's coming.

Another year at Clark Atlanta University and another year of learning, living and enjoying Atlanta with all of its bullshit.

I can proudly say that i am not 100% excited to start another year of schooling. There is nothing wrong with the instiution itself, well except for how they always seem to screw up money that belongs to me, but that is another blog in itself. I simply just do not enjoy going to class and listening to someone talk for more than five minutes while I take notes on their every word. I enjoyed my summer interning and getting the hands on experience and freedom to write what I wanted. I just feel like the hands on experience I got is worth so much more than what I am getting from a classroom that apparantly is costing me $30,000/ year.

my expression in the last paragraph in no way is swaying my decision to stay in school, because best believe I will graduate and get my degree and potentially move onto a higher education: Graduate School. I have the mentality that I will succeed in what I do and I have all intentions of moving forward with my career. Depending on where it takes me will determine when && where i will attend Grad School, but it will happen.

I feel like I've grown so much over the past few months living in Atlanta. It's crazy how much more independent you become when your mother cuts off your money supply. But it did nothing but help me, so thanks ma :) I know I can live comfortably with the money I earn myself, and need no extra help from anyone. Rent, food, clothes, gas, bills, etc. Paid for. *BAM, POW, BLING, BURR* [Gucci!].

Whatever you want to call it, I made it.

Love.
-B

Progress

2009-09-10T00:51:00.003-05:00

Trey Songz album is crack.
really.

and realistically, I like Jay, but im not buying his album, sorry.
I was never a big HOV fan, so why should I get al hype about his albums now?
Oh yea, because everyone and they mama has jumped on the bandwagon to like whoever other people like.

and realistically,
people was NOT on drake a few years ago. he's had MADD money since he was like 13 man. Music was not his first source of income. Playing jimmy on Degrassi was. lol so don't act like he's brand new, because I was on him alonggg time ago.

And loso, he's been poplar for awhile, but not like he is now. I liked him and his music when he was rockin fubu when i was 14.
I'm just sayin.

Trey Songz didn't get as much play as he does now, when he had his braids.
I'm just sayin. I still bought his shit.

[real talk.]
People don't have a mind of their own anymore. they go with the flow and whoever is hot at the moment they latch onto their BALLS and suck em dry.
I'm just sayin.

But for the true fans, who have copped more than ONE of their albums, downloaded more than just 2 songs from their mixtape, and thought they was cute when they was ugly, I applaud you. you go girl! lol

I'm just sayin. It's madd annoying to see EVERYONE bumpin loso drake and trey in their stereos, when they wouldn't have even thought to download their songs a year ago.

But me, I've been had em' in rotation. And their not the only artists I'm listenin to 24/7 either. I still got my john legend, paramore, foo fighters, lauryn hill, css, and fall out boy easily accessible in my car. I don't need to know every bar to every song.

This aint school. no need to memorize everything to impress the teacher.

Love.
-B

new addition.

2009-09-10T00:46:00.003-05:00

so, I decided to buy a turtle off CAU promenade. yep, I did it.

lol.

HER name is Betty. and I love her a lot.

now i have a pet turtle.. and a pet fish (sour diesel.)

and yes, I am a good mommy! I change diesel's water very frequently and never forget to feed him. but this turtle is a little more fun; cuz I can pick her up and she crawls all over my hands.. so quick! ahh

Hi betty! Say hello to all your new friends.

Love.

-B

well okay..

2009-09-06T22:25:00.002-05:00

i blew up a little earlier.

shit happens.
[story of my life]

Love.
-b

figo.

2009-09-06T14:56:00.002-05:00

pasta is shit.

i hate my job. hate hate hate.

dont ever work there. they will work u like a dog and BARELYgive u ONE day off a week.... of course if u like workin ur ass off for shitty tips and working maybe 3 doubles a week.... def. apply because everyone hates it and are looking for new jobs (including me) or they are just quitting which makes me have to work ever more. with no breaks. and annoying people.. and managers that could give 2 shits about how you feel about it.

ive worked everyday this week. i luckilygot someone to cover my shift yesterday so i could have at least one day off. because today i was on call for the dinner shift, which they just called me letting me know that i would have to come into work. so, if i wouldnt have gotten someone to work for me yesterday, i would have no day off this week. regardless, im pissed. very angry. ready to just not show up and never speak to them again, and if i do, it will not be nice words.

but, sincei have a conscience, i will go into work. but i will not agree to being in a good mood about it. nope. im angry as shit. and i dont care if i have a shitty attitude today at work. i dont care.

end of summer blues.

2009-08-22T23:40:00.002-05:00

The summer is just about over.
School starts in just a few days, I can't say i'm hella excited about it either.

Of course, Clark has jacked up all my account info, so i def. owe money, but shouldn't. lol

[story of my life]

another day, another dolla.

bunk bed flow; always one level above.

Love.

-B

Born

2009-08-22T13:08:00.002-05:00

Successful.

Drake did it again, like I didn't already know that was going to happen.

So far gone was a bangin ass mixtape, and now Drake got born successful, which is crack. I'll prolly be bumpin it for the next month like I did the last mixtape. Plus, Drake is my boo, so I gotta support him! lol

download it.

that's real.

Love.

-B

8.26.09

2009-08-08T20:27:00.003-05:00

School is about to start. I don`t really know how i`m feeling about starting another semester of school at Clark.

Clark isn`t the problem. School in general is something i don`t really look forward to... ever. lol
I only want it to start so it can end again. lol The faster we start the sooner I can have another year behind me on my path of success! haa

so,
Junior year, here I come
:)

Love.
-B

nutz

2009-07-31T14:12:00.002-05:00

twitter has me blown ALL THE TIME. people are really feeling themselves on twitter and they say whatever they want. literally. twipic is crazy i need people to get it together with their bold-ness lol..

when school starts, i CANT WAIT to see what people are sayin on twitter..

: on the promenade lookin at this busted ass weave this girl got in her head.. she wearin a pink shirt and WHITE shorts. smh.

[on blast]. and everyone on twitter will know EXACTLY who they're talkin about! better yet, they'll prolly just twitpic it to make it easier.

[embarassed.]

twitter.com/jbuckk - get at me! :)

Love.
-B

i feel like.

2009-07-31T13:38:00.001-05:00

My summer has been pretty productive. I feel way more independent now, too.
Like, I finished my sophomore year in college (WOOT!), I didn't go home for the summer (WOOT WOOT!), got my own apartment in MY NAME, kept a job and juggled an internship while taking a few vaca's because of all the stress, and managed to spend some ample time with my bitties inbetween.

I am a multi tasker.

I'm lowkey ready for school to start too, because the sooner it starts, the sooner I can learn something new to upgrade my writing skills, and the sooner the school year will be over again and I can chill and be the baddest with no homework.

:) I really do love my life, and I am truly blessed to be given all the opportunities I have encountered and only God has been the one to ultimately help me through all the BS that has gone down this summer.

I feel like I've grown.
and I kinda like that feeling.

summatimeeeee

2009-07-26T23:21:00.002-05:00

is lookin up... wayyyy up!

my job lowkey sucks, but im making the money i need....

im partyin a lot more than i thought i would... thanks to my friends who show me a hella good time :)

i finally got to see my fam! its been so long.. anddd

looks like i found me a boo. hmm...

thank you summer 2009

Love.

-B

I'm missing!

2009-07-20T07:29:00.003-05:00

Well, I've been missing. Hella late on the Fourth of July wishes.. Hope everyone had a bangin time..

Me and Lil' Chris Williams tore down the kitchen.. yes ma'am, Jessica Buck cooked.. and it was bombbbb :)

Bigger news, I took a lil vaca to Chicago last week for my ma's birthday. She turned the big 5-0 and we had such a good time up here! I was born in Chicago and my ma was born and raised here, so all her fam. is still up here chillin, and of courseee they were too hype to see me! woot! lol I'm on my way to the airport now to get back to sunny atlanta. I miss the weather. Chi town is not hot, ever. lol My god father thinks 72 degrees is hot, he's a mess :) lol

I'll post pictures later when I get a chance, this car ride isn't long enough for all that. And I'll go into more details of my festivities which included a lot of um, shots.

so anways, Maxwell has the number one album in the country right now, and he is really the truth. Can't nobody touch him and he knows it. ha. What a legend. Check him out though mkayyyyy

Love.
-B
BLACKsummersnight

jamie foxx.

2009-07-06T19:09:00.002-05:00

is the truth.

I love him, and he really was bangin hostin the bet awards. I can`t lie. The whole show wasn`t bangin like I thought it was, but it was still good. All for MJ. That`s what i`m talkin bout! haa.

i think it`s time.

2009-07-06T14:38:00.003-05:00

for a vaca.

My ma is turning the wonderful 50 years old on July 18, and she`s going to Chicago to celebrate. That`s where we are all from, so I`ve decided to accompany her and tag along for the partying. I`m so excited because I haven`t seen my fam. in Chi since I was like 15.. It`s gonna be banging.

That`s all. I have work to do, so lemme do it!

Love.
-B

It's a sad, sad day.

2009-06-25T20:41:00.002-05:00

r.i.p

I'm still trying to perfect my moonwalk.

but low key i've always been a charlie's angel.

Love.

-B

the everybody project.

2009-06-25T20:37:00.001-05:00

phil is pretty nice with the pictures.

but he`s hella slackin with uploading the rest of my pix!

this will do for now.

Love.

-B

holy poo.

2009-06-25T00:27:00.000-05:00

Im way more excited than you right now because i finallllly figured out how to blog from my phone successfully! yeaaaa

if you didn't know, my computer has been brokington since 1982 sooooo it's been super hard to blog unless im at my internship or the library. But now I am so mobile it's crazy.

This junk is official like a referee wit a whistle. Best believe I will be bloggin way more now.

:) (:
toooooo hype. and ion care!
Love.
-B

hiiiii

2009-06-25T00:23:00.000-05:00

Teehee.

FYI

2009-06-19T11:21:00.004-05:00

My hair is dumb long. I'm so excited.

Last Summer. '08

This summer. 'o9

:) (:

Love.
-B

excite.

2009-06-19T10:56:00.003-05:00

I don't know about you, but I am ready for the new Twilight movie to come out. New Moon is going to be so good!!! I feel like reading the book again, which i most likely will do.

Annnnddddd....

Harry Potter is coming out too. Now there's my nerd side. I love Harry Potter. All I need is Vanessa to fly to Atl and go see it with me, because she's my Harry Potter partner :)

These two movies are going to be battling it out in the box offices i already know. It's going to be really good to see which movie gets better reviews and who makes the most money. If only they would start making movies for the Black & White trilogy. I would be in it, and I would be GOOD. And I would be famous and hang out with all the coolies that are in the other"books that get turned into movies" flicks.

Yep. that's me.

Love.
-B

teehee.

2009-06-19T10:51:00.003-05:00

i took this fron tony's blog.

i thought it was funny..

but i know she was serious. smh. x 27

internship

2009-06-05T12:56:00.004-05:00

Streetreportmagazine.net

I blog
I write
I assist
subscribe and u can see allllll of my wonderful writing :)
if you LOVE my blog like i know you do, you will love what I have to say in the mag.

Working on album reviews for the next issue.

I love my internship. Best opportunity I've had in a long time. So thankful!

Love.
-B

Are you 'bout it'?

2009-06-03T13:01:00.005-05:00

I have seen too many people claiming they are on they grind and gettin money and doin all these big things, and it's all lies. I need to find someone (in general) that really is "bout it". Bout they business, bout they bucks, bout they shit. I don't need to hear you say all these things, I need to physically see it. If your not bout it it's not that big of a deal, you just need to work harder so you can confidently say " I am successful and I know it". I don't like being decieved into thinking the wrong thing. I meet a lot of new people each day with my internship and my job and whatever else, and I'm not looking for a boo or boyfriend or suga daddy, I just want to know who all out there is on the same page as I am. I am def. bout my business and my bucks. <-- all truth in that statement. Anyways, Street report magazine was def. in miami over memorial day weekend.. yacht party.. it was pretty bangin.. and so was i lol

me and Young Dose on the Lady Windridge

FYI

2009-05-11T23:14:00.003-05:00

I feel like I need to let all my friends from back home know what the real deal is real quick. Don't worry, this will only take a minute. You guys can take it how you want it, it's up to you, but I'm already tired of explainin myself 75483754732 times to 758748675 different people every single day.

All I have been hearing is, "jess!, when are you coming back to dallas? we need to hang out i havent talked to you in so long!".

Number one. I'm not coming home this summer. Sorry for ya. I have a good job out here, an apartment, and a wonderful Internship with a magazine. I believe after reading that last sentence you will realize that I am following my dreams right now, which is the initial reason that I came to Atlanta in the first place. So, why would I go home to Dallas? to chill with you guys? I mean, that would be really fun and cool, but I would be doing NOTHING productive with my talents, besides working at Nick's again. (love you stan, but no siir).

Number two. If i have not talked to you in months, why are you all of the sudden BLOWING UP MY PHONE asking me when I'm coming home. Why do you all of the sudden care now about how I have been and want to hang out so bad? I don't have enough minutes in the day to let you know how my entire school year has been, becuase I haven't gotten a call from you in six months or more.

I hate it when dudes really start calling again from home when school is out, hella excited to see me, but I aint talked to them in dumb long. You were NOT thinking of me on jan. 22, march 19 or april 10th. [random days], I mean, thanks for the bday wishes on april 14th, but you just started thinking of me May 9th when school let out. nice try, but you will not get NO play.

I love living out here in Atlanta, and wherever my career takes me is where I will be. I still love my friends from back home so much, but if we don't talk for a while, that doesn't mean that we aren't friends! It just simply means that we each have our own lives and have our own things going on.

no worries, you're still the baddest. just in another state. you all can come visit me whenever you want, it aint nothing but a phone call and a standby flight!

Love.
-B

Cinco De Mayo

2009-05-05T18:51:00.002-05:00

Oh, anddd it's cinco de mayo?

Any holiday is an excuse to party, that's my motto!!!

FELIZ CINCO DE MAYO!

haa.
grab a corona.

Love.
-B

street report magazine

2009-05-05T18:33:00.003-05:00

FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER! TWITTER.COM/JBUCKK and follow the homies above too! TWITTER.COM/BESTDAEEVER TWITTER.COM/NEWARKID

I absolutely love my internship. Kim is hella bomb (editor-in-chief) and general looks out for me like no other (owner).

Finals are done, I have a project to turn in tomorrow morning, and then it's all summmmmerrrrrtimeeee yesss...

moving into bianca's house tomorrow too.. until we move into OUR apartment at the end of the month. im dumb exicted. permanent sleepover. haa

I'm interviewing Travis Porter in a few minutes, they got that song "black boy white boy" we'll see how that goes lol.

Im real excited about this summer though. I'll be working, in my own apartment, and doing my internship.. busy busy busy but I dont care I love how things are going now.

Andddd I have 6 album reviews in this months issue of street report magazine. woot! I'm bout to have this interview wit Travis Porter in next months, along with more album reviews, and my own spread. Can you say, I AM THE BADDEST? lol im too hype.

Check out the website though, I blog on there too.. and you can subsribe to street report magazine too now! subscribe so you can see my stuff each month!

Streetreportmagazine.net

Love.
-B

Bangin.

2009-04-16T18:39:00.007-05:00

But you already knew I was bangin.
ha.

but did you know that my friends was bangin?

and did you know that my party was bangin?

it was bangin.

hit me up for the May/June issue of Street Report Magazine out tomorrow. I wrote madd album reviews for this issue. Check me out!

I love my internship.
aye, and I blog for streetreportmagazine.net too.. so you can get at that too!

get like me. or at least try.

Love.
-B

Happy birthday to me!

2009-04-14T12:12:00.002-05:00

It's my birthday today. 20 years ago on April 14, 1989.. THE BADDEST was born. lls.

That's all I can say.
Love.
-[b].

we like her, and we like her too.

2009-04-07T20:38:00.004-05:00

wayne's new vid. with my babbbyyyy drake.
he is low key the sexiest dude right now.

but i still love wayne like it's crazy. and I'll be as bias as i want.
the vid. is straight.. pretty simple.. almost like someone was tryna save money this time.. compare it to the lollipop vid.

exactly.
enjoy.

MmM.

I was watchin House Party 3 today on BET.. so I gotta put a lil IMX throwback real quick. This used to be the song though. I remember going to a bow wow concert and IMX opened up for them, I had to act like I didn't know the words to "first time" because my ma was there. haa

Keep It On The Low - IMx
Classic.

The Atlanta Rainforest

2009-04-06T01:52:00.002-05:00

This weather is really making me frown. I'm tired of all this bad weather with rain and humidity and all, it's not doing anything good for my hair!!

I need warmth and sun. Clear skies with few clouds and a super hot sun.
I need a reason to go lay out by the pool and get dark! smh.

Drizzy

2009-04-06T01:16:00.004-05:00

David says that's my new nickname, only because I'm still bumpin track 7 in my car non-stop. Who cares, Drake is coming to Atlanta soon anyways, so I already know there is about to be HELLA groupies out there trying to grap his goods. smh.

I will admit that I have been MIA. But, I have good reason. I've been working hella hours, but with no complaints.. keeping up my grades in school [gotta keep myself on the dean's list!], and I just landed me an internship with Street Report Magazine. But the best news of all is... me and Beno found our apartment! This is the business I'm too hype. So with all of that said, I will indeed be in Atlanta this summer, working and doing my internship... which I am using for school credit [chea].

Happy belated bday Na'taya. She turned 20 this past Friday, and had a surprise birthday party at her house, which resulted in some un-lady-like activities aka... fighting. Yep, I said it. And the whole situation was completely ridiculous, but it happened, and I had my friends' back. I truly am the baddest huh?
:].

My birthday is April 14th man. I'll be 20. Only a few more days left!!!
How will you make my day of birth special?

A Night Off - Drake ft Lloyd

I need someone to take a night off for me!! seems like I can't catch a break these days. I keep gettin rejected!!! [story of my life].

twitter.

2009-03-18T10:49:00.002-05:00

gets some what addicting. but i dont have many friends.
add me!

twitter.com/jbuckk

in class.

2009-03-18T09:42:00.005-05:00

learning about movie genres.. in a writing and reporting journalism class.

tell me how this makes sense?

hmm...

theophilous london show next week. madd hype. shout out to cal cal and stevie mittenz.., and of course my girl shmelby who will be joining me.

sorry I haven't been active lately.. people are getting kind of mad about that. haa

im back. sort of. work a lot. and school is back on.. no more spring break :[ i didn't go to miami anyways so my spring break was bullshiiiittt. lmao.

here goes my fake spring break in class this morning.

funnnn in the sunnnnn hahaha

im just happy its hot out today! woot!

holla at cha grandma!

:]

2009-02-27T14:51:00.002-06:00

I found me a boy.

:].
enough said.
now im happy.
:].

Father Figure.

2009-02-23T01:14:00.006-06:00

So if you didn't know, before last week, I had not seen my daddy since I was like 15. But, he came to visit me over the Valentines holiday, so I was hella juiced. Good times. Enough said.

pimpin.

i love my daddy.

Twitter?

2009-02-23T00:47:00.003-06:00

I'm really avoiding writing this dumb paper for my Mass Comm. class due tomorrow. I hate being made to write about madd boring stuff. I'd rather be expressing myself on my blog or something. That's how I realized that I really need to end up writing for an entertainment magazine, so I can kind of be in my element that I'm comfortable in, and so that I can really show who I am in my writing. I don't want to end up stressing over deadlines because I cannot come up with the material because I care nothing about it.

That was totally sidebar btw. ahem *clears throat*

Bianca Turner basically forced me to get into this Twitter thing. Um, I suppose you just keep updating your status like on facebook, and then check back every .754795 seconds to see if someone commented on it or something. Ha. I don't really understand any of it, except that I'm supposedly "following" Solange Knowles on Twitter, and she updates her status constantly during the day. That may be the only thing I can say that I have gotten out of Twitter. I always know what Necole Bitchie and Solange Knowles are doing.

My life is complete. Obviously.
:].
I'm taking my booty to sleep now, I guess I'll finish my paper in the morning.
Ugh. Ms. Stephens. 9am. No bueno.

1973?

2009-02-23T00:37:00.006-06:00

Aye, why is my boo Pharrell about to turn 36 this year!!!!!

I'd still marry his ass. No lies.
Be sure to tell my hubby Happy Birthday April 3rd. Anndddd thennnnnn, just 11 days later, April 14th.. you all can wish me a Happy Birthday.

I'll be 20. :]

Pause.

2009-02-23T00:27:00.006-06:00

Drizzy Drake Rogers
Congratulations

-consider me the reason yall should pay attention-
Drizzy Drake Rogers

In love. Story of my LIFE.

2009-02-22T22:13:00.008-06:00

Of course I have been playing Drake's new mixtape So Far Gone, in my car nonstop since I downloaded it the day it came out. I can't really say that I dislike any of the tracks, otherwise I would not have the CD on repeat, yea? Anyways, I don't even have to hear any feedback from anyone else on how they like or dislike the mixtape, because I know for a fact that this mixtape is launching his career to new high he probably couldn't even imagine. No lies. The CD is hella bomb, and I been hearing madd niggas bumpin it in their cars as well as chicks like me. It's a hit, to say the least. And, as I always have since he was the nappy headed Jimmy on Degrassi, I love Drake man. And not in the little teenie bopper "I love N'Sync kind of way. I love Drake as a artist, and uh yea, he is a studmuffin. But his music is crack, and everybody knows it. He's lucky he linked up with Trey Songz and Weezy for sure. I mean, he was raw, but being on ONE track, let alone 8754754354389 with Weezy F. Baby [Please say the Baby], like Drake has, is going to get you noticed.

And Drake is definitely being noticed. Big time Poppa.

And now to one of my fav. songs on the mixtape.

little bit remix - drake & lykke li

WHYYYYYYY

2009-02-22T22:02:00.004-06:00

I'm so confused on why this whole Chris Brown and Rihanna issue is such a big deal. I understand everything about domestic abuse not being okay and blah blah blah; I know I would make a huge deal if my boo knocked me sideways, but it's really only because they were seen as the "perfect" celebrity couple, the young Beyonce and Jay-Z if you will, that the press and tabloids have made such a huge deal about this.

I know that my father has put his hands on my mother before way back when they were still married. A simple call tot he police and my father was arrested, but out the next day. Apparantly Chris Brown flee's the scene and then turns himself in, and is now out on something like a $50,000 bail and awaiting trial. Huh? The pictures that everyone is claiming is real of Rihanna's abused face is crap. lol I don't believe it at all. When the story first came out it was said that CB hit her, now they got pictures with her whole face smashed and cut and bruised. It's called Photoshop man.

There is even a damn special episode of MTV News that aired today about the situation; saying the picture was fake, and actually a picture of just someone who looked like Rihanna who just so happened to be in a Domestic Abuse case as well. Whatever man, I know this situation is horrible and what not, but they taxin' the shit outta my man Chris about this whole thing. No lies.

All I know is that CB is a nutcase if he thought he was going to get away scott free after placing even his pinky on Rihanna, and now this whole ordeal has escalated into something that the whole world is talking about, and is really wearing on both of their careers.

Love.
-b

Oh Valentines Day.

2009-02-09T22:18:00.003-06:00

Fred is a pretty funny guy.
but i`m not sure how excited he makes me about "the day of love" after watching this.

still a good laugh.
toodles.

Love.
-b

What about the MAC

2009-02-03T19:13:00.004-06:00

There's usually nothing else to do in class but take pictures on the MAC computers. MMA classes are madd boring when you have Ms. Stephens. Ugh.

Therefore, sometimes we just take a quick trip to .... Paris?

*And let me now apologize for actually having this weak ass video on 106 & park.*

Please tell me why I would be doing a dance called the stanky legg, in the club, if at all?
Disgrace to Texas! ahhhhh

Photos

2009-02-02T11:19:00.011-06:00

The homie Samantha Cooper who has been taking all these badass pictures is going to be posting a lot of her stuff on my blog now. I'm kind of juiced about it lol because now everyone can see her stuff! woot!

anyways, she'll be with it soon enough, so look out!

Meanwhile, we had sushi the other day, yummy yummy sushi. With my favs lil chris williams (ha) and jordan walker.

Ru Son's. Dollar sushi. hmm.. this place is a keeper.

And they sing you happy birthday in english and japanese? or whatever ha.. while making you stand on your chair.. We tried to pull a fast one on them to get a free piece of cake, didn't work. lol

2009-02-01T21:00:00.003-06:00

As always, I've been checking all over for some good mixtapes to burn to listen to in my car. Since I finally have a CD player i been making CD's like a mad woman. ha

Mickey Factz. He's pretty dope.
Shout out to Young Lyxx, who performed at the homie Mums FP mixtape release party last night at cenci.

Naturally ft. Jade - Mickey Factz (www.gfcny.com)

02. THE ANTHEM - MUMS FP

THEammu

2009-01-28T20:25:00.009-06:00

It's kind of fly when you know someone with substantial talent, personally. Like, this girl I went to highschool with, a real sweetheart, apparently with an amazing voice that I never heard until a few months ago. Amy "ammu" Varghese. And I can't just sit back and hear her crazy unique and perfect voice without saying something about it. I told her I was going to blog about her, because I think that people need to hear her talent, and she deserves the all the praise she gets, for sure.

So check her out, I know you'll love her. I didn't know this voice could come out of her like it does! ha. Links to more music at the bottom.

-Hazy-

-A Dream is a Wish-

More ammu music

Love.
-b

Aw, Sammy Sam

2009-01-27T18:47:00.010-06:00

Photograph by: Samantha Cooper
[search her on facebook, man.]

i met a real cool chick last year who just so happens to love photography. Her pictures are madd nice, and we went out the other night to see Biggie, so we got to have a lil photoshoot.

I was pretty hype, I can't lie.
Shout out to Calvin and Bryan, our wonderful dates for the night.
ha

Calvin had the best nerd face. pah.

Hi bryan!

it got a lil nippy out there.

Love.
-b

Already?

2009-01-27T18:38:00.003-06:00

I'm always looking forward to my new classes each semester. My Mass Media classes the most of course, but it seems that each semester I always seem to get at least one crazy dumb teacher that starts the semester off salty, and ends it quite bitchy. This semester is Ms. Stephens for my Multimedia Newswriting & Reporting class. Because of registration issues (CAU is always good for dropping my classes hella quick), to being out of town to witness history (Mr. Prez Obama :]), I was unable to make it to the first few sessions of class. Lucky me, it turned out that I only missed the first day, and the second and third day were cancelled because of MLK Day, and other reasons. So I thought I would be good for class yesterday. I find out that Ms. Stephens assigned an 8 page paper on the first day of class due yesterday... Hmm. After I let her know that this was my first time in the class, she tells me I can turn it in on Wed.

i need to know why i get 2 days to write an 8 page paper and everyone else gets a week and a half. salty already.

Lucky for me, again, I have no classes on Tues. or Thurs. so I said I would spend all day today writing this paper, which I have, for the most part. But then at the end of class (here comes the killer) she busts us with another paper. 5 pages over Inauguration. Huh? Can I just email her the 87543754 pictures and videos I have of my time in D.C and call it even?

Basically, I am in the computer lab, bum going numb (lol), trying to finish 14 pages of bullshit. I mean, I can easily write a paper over my Prez, but a 5 page ARTICLE? When is the last time you saw a 5 page article? never. Articles aren't that long, man. Good thing I'm stuck in this shit because the add/drop period was Friday.

Yay.

I'm a nerd in the library poutin' like it's the end of the world.
[what else is new?]

hmm. jesse boykins III

2009-01-26T02:25:00.004-06:00

I think he's a lil' cutie actually. No lies. and the homie stevie just put me on. I like what I hear, and apparantly so did some producer.

His album The Beauty Created is in stores.. i think. But check out his Youtube page.

Good stuff.

oh johnny boy,

2009-01-25T22:29:00.004-06:00

Im quite smitten with several various artists, and they don't usually change.. so John Legend has been my love from the get, and this song has been on repeat for a good minute.

If Youre Out There - John Legend

hmm.. my birthday is coming up soon.. April 14th. A private serenade from Mr. Legend is on my wish list.

Forced.

2009-01-25T20:44:00.004-06:00

So I just saw the Biggie movie last night. Unlike some people I loved it and have no complaints, but apparantly Lil' Kim does as we all know. I was dying laughing while I was reading a bossip.com post on Lil' Kim talking about how horrible of an actress naturi was and blah blah blahh.. she's just mad because she wasn't number one on Biggie's list, Faith was. Too bad. ha

quoted from bossip.com:

“I feel like I was not portrayed how I should have been in this movie. I was in love with BIG and he was in love with me. I was never a JUMP-OFF, I know this and BIG knew this. I wasn’t even able to choose who I wanted to portray me in this movie. I would have never picked Naturi, she doesn’t have a Lil Kim aura at all! She looks nothing like I looked back then. We have NO similarities. Watching her on-screen was so “dreadful” as Simon Cowell would say. She is tasteless and talentless. Never once did she contact me for input or to get a feel of me for the character. A “TRUE” actress would contact the source to be the best they can be in portraying someone. That told me right there, she wasn’t right for the part and not to mention, Naturi has got to be one of THE worst actresses I’ve ever seen and I can’t believe they chose her. I really can’t!
Another thing is, I have been dealing with legal matters as far as them not wanting to pay me and sh*t for this movie, got a lawyer involved, so everything is cool with that, but it still doesn’t change my views and feelings. This is truly Faith and Ms. Wallace’s movie. And Ms. Wallace is right, this isn’t a Lil’ Kim movie and it’s not about me. I didn’t want it to be about me, I wanted it to be REAL though. And that it is NOT. I take no part in this movie and have nothing to do with it. I love BIG and will never stop reppin him. There is NOTHING anyone can do about it. The world will see the Lil Kim story, THE REAL ME! Not some made up bullshit portrayed by a talentless has-been back up singer.”

ha. she trippin'. nothin unusual though. I'm sure I would trip too if they had some random pop star drop out playing my hardcore personality on the big screen. I mean, her ex-group members are now cheetah girls, and she decides to make her big screen debut as lil' kim showin titties in her 3rd scene! ha.

anyways. let's just get back to biggie. keep it juicyyyyy :]

Juicy - Notorius B.I.G.

Witnessing History

2009-01-25T18:23:00.006-06:00

Just a few pictures from my trip to D.C for President Obama's inauguration ceremony. let's just say it was mad cold, with 2 million people all trying to get the closest spot to the capitol. Gates opening up at 4 am, 2 hour metro train rides, hiking around alternate routes to designated standing areas, pushing and shoving, and funky people who clearly had no time to shower before heading out, and hearing Obama say his vowes to all of America, making him the 44th President of the United States.

Texas Representative Ralph Hall, after he presented us with our tickets to the Inauguration 2009

Freezing. The night before Inauguration.

We were cordially invited. lol

Our view from where we stood during the ceremony. You should see the mass amount of people who were behind us. Simply ridiculous.

But it was all worth it.

Hello D.C

2009-01-17T16:55:00.003-06:00

2009 Presidential Inauguration-the Buck family will be present with 17 cameras to capture each history making moment. And when my family goes to dinner with Obama's family, I'll be sure to get them on candid camera for ya'll. (lol) ok, not really, but that would be pretty bomb, eh? Well, keep it funky, and be sure to watch the Inauguration Tuesday live on CNN.

Look out for me passing through the crowd and sitting next to Michelle (yes, we are on a first name basis thanks) behind the already paid for bullet proof glass that will be used for the next 8 years, ha.

Peace & Love.
Pictures soon. You already know.
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2009-01-09T01:46:00.004-06:00

this is my baby

this is my ma

Welcome - Ben Westbeech
this is my song.

So many dilemmas, yet so many blessings.

2009-01-06T00:58:00.003-06:00

Hmm.. which do you want first? Dilemma or blessing?

I'll save the good stuff for last.
:]

My computer is still broke. yayy. So I have to use my ma's company computer to check my email and all that good stuff. Ummm, I can't get on facebook because it's blocked. I can't link music or videos to my blogs because it's blocked. And, I can't watch my tv shows online like I usually do because I'm always working so I miss them, because it's blocked. Wow. So for now, all you get is text. But I swear to make it good!

My sister is always puttin me up on new music, and I love her to death for that because she has really good taste in all kinds of music. There's this british, or english band called CSS, and I've had them on repeat for like a week now. I wish I could link some of their songs, but I suppose I'll save that for later.

Soooo BETTER News

One of my bestfriend's Briana's mom is a lawyer, and got the warrant taken off my record, so I don't have to pay $400 or do defensive driving. Thank you Jesus. But the tags on my OLD car are expired so I'm still not driving. yay. lol

Sooo AMAZING News

My mother, the best person in the entire world, had a Chrysler 300 company car. A few weeks ago, her job told her it was time for a new car, and they gave her the option of buying her 2007 Chrysler for $10,000. Hmm... Guess what I got for Christmas?

Yessss... I'm whippin the 300 back to Atlanta. I'm kinda totally definitely completely extremely SUPED about this. Let me tell you, I went from driving a 1991 Chevy Cavilier. Two door. red. Manual everything (windows, locks, stick shift) To a 2007 Chrysler 300. 4 door. black(the sparkly black lol). automatic EVERYTHING.

Now there's the blessing.

Ooo, and ONE more thing. Somehow my ma got tickets for me, my sister, brother, and her to be inside the gates of the 2009 Presidential Inaguration. Woot. I'm going to be in the presence of history.

THE BUCK FAMILY IS SOOO BANGIN.

And that's that.

Happy Holidays Babies :]

2008-12-23T11:47:00.002-06:00

Since I have been at home I've mostly just been working my booty off, but finally, since my sister got in last night, we're going to have some fun! Shopping all da yesterday, and another day full of it today, then dinner with Bruce and his parents tomorrow, after we hit the galleria. I'm kind of excited lol. I'm not that big on Christmas gifts and stuff, but I do like the whole "being with your family and doing stuff" kind of thing. Plus, I don't see my sister but once a year usually around this time, so I try to make the best of it!

Merry Christmas cutiepie's
Have a great and safe holiday!

:]

Britney Spears: For the Record

2008-12-08T23:13:00.002-06:00

I've always liked Britney Spears, actually. My first concert was hers, right after he cd with that one song "lucky" had come out, yea, it was probably the best night of my underage life ha. And I never thought of her any different with all the things said about her in the tabloids, because having your public life all out in the open for everyone and they mama to see is extremely hard to deal with. I will admit that I was like, "Brit, you need to get it together", after the whole shaving of the head incident, but as bad as her life seemed at that point, it did nothing but great with her career. Everyone knows that Britney Spears lip syncs, so I don't know why it's such a big deal now, but whatever, I still love her. And beyond the fact that the tabloids making her seem absolutely insane, she won like 3 MTV awards, so boo-yah in yo face! lol Her last cd was amazing, I loved it, anddd her new cd is just the same. I'm on team Britney for life.

Britney Spears - New Music - More Music Videos

sick days are NO fun

2008-12-08T22:41:00.003-06:00

I jinx myself EVERYTIME I say I'm not about to get sick. Just last week I was like, "I'm so lucky I haven't been sick this winter", and BAM! here we are. Stuck in my bed downing alka seltzer NIGHT cold, at 1 in the afternoon. Ha, no worries thought, I suppose I'll be better soon.

On a better note, finals are going good, annnnnnnnd I'll be back in Texas on THURSDAY NIGHT. I'm hella excited. Bout to see the loves of my life and make me some moneyyyyy..

One word of advice: If you get a ticket, PAY that junk. Because if you don't, you WILL have a warrant out for your arrest, and if you manage NOT to get arrested, you'll have to pay a good $400 just to be able to drive again without total fear. Lmao. I got a ticket the day BEFORE I was supposed to come back to school in August, for supposedly "running a stop sign". Hmm, really, I just didn't stop COMPLETELY, and the officer considers that running it. Lame. So, I wasn't that worried about it because hey, I'm going back to school so I don't care, but now that I'm definitely going back home, I have to take defensvive driving and pay $400 so I can drive my car again. FUNNNN. Good thing I have a gauranteed job back home so I need to make that money hella fast or else Jessica will be back down in Atlanta in January carless. woot woot.

Stunt Hard- Drake, kid kid, and wayneee of course..
Imeem trippin on just the song, of course I couldn't find it, so I had to get it from youtube.. hmm

IM SO SLEEPY!

2008-12-07T13:33:00.002-06:00

All this studying for finals is making my eyes hurt. I'm so sleepy but I feel like I have no time for sleep because I want to do great this week so I can end on a good note and go home! AHH! Not to mention my Twilight Saga books have been coming in so I'm trying to fit reading them in between studying to lol.

Anyways, I think I'm getting sick too, great. Exactly what I needed. Someone needs to come take care of me.

Please?
:]
Reasons To Love You - Meiko

Ever heard of the Cool Kids?

2008-12-06T18:03:00.002-06:00

If you have, then cool beans. But if not, ch-ch-ch-ch-check em out on imeem. There album Bake Sale is pretty bomb. I like em, a lil bit. teehee

Flossn - ThE CooL KiDs

eery.

2008-12-06T18:00:00.000-06:00

Sooner or Later - N.E.R.D

hmmm..

2008-12-06T15:56:00.002-06:00

Reading has suddenly become some sort of addiction of mine. I've always liked reading, but when I am forced to do so, like in school, it just takes the fun out of it all. So mainly in the past couple of years, the only books I have read are the ones that were required in class, but now, I'm actually on my vacational reading, and I loves it.

As I said before, I recently saw the movie Twilight, a vampire romance film. And after the movie, i could not help myself but to order the sage online, and I must say that the book is way better than the movie! And I simply cannot wait until the other books come in so I can continue my addiction. Ha.

Other than those books, I have been looking into other books that I want to read, and ordered a few more, it's kind of exciting ha. My ma says she's never seen me so into books in a long time. So now I guess I'm officially the baddest.

Anyways, I can't wait to go home for xmas. woot woot! Just a few more weeks and I'm back in Dallas working at my favorite job ever. Can't wait to see my babiies :]

BOSS.

2008-12-02T21:13:00.007-06:00

There's something about having a bestfriend. And then there's something about having a twin. But when you have a bestfriend that IS your twin, well, then you've hit the jackpot. Actually, I've hit the jackpot. Ha. Let's add some attitude to this twin, and the ability to make nigga weak at the knees, and you have Miss Bianca Turner. She likes to be called a BOSS, only because she is.. and she claims she's the BADDEST.. but really that's obvious. ha. Just like me. Hmm.. makes sense why she would be my twin yeaa? Bianca knows how to have a good time, and when we party, we party BIG. But we only party with A-Listers, like Sara aka Comic Sans Italic. She's bad too lol But really, we have been on the BOSS rampage since First Year Seminar with Ms. DeBose freshman year. She's the bittttccchhhh I call when I know something is poppin off, anddd I already know she go tmy back, oh yea Sara too, when I need them. So really, this blog is kind of a tribute to Bianca and her cousin Sara? Lol well, the more, the merrier! haaa i can't help but think that these two girls just use me for my flat ironing skills, but at least I'll get a glass of Arbor Mist out of it. Lmao These are my chicks and without them I just might be lost, or maybe just a little bored. Good thing I do have them though. Love you girls much!!!

This is simply a first draft me expressing my love for Bianca Turner and Sara Banks, so there may be som editing soon. I hope you guys love me as much as I love you!!

Peace out girlscout.

I like music

2008-12-02T08:44:00.004-06:00

I like it when people put me on songs. Good songs. So when I hear them I tend to share them with others. Here we go. Just two today.

Enjoy.

Smile - Janelle Monae

roc - beyonce