I think it's time.

That I gave up on the past, old relationships, people in general.

The same people I thought I could count on before, I don't think I can anymore. I don't know if I need all these people in my life right now just complicating things. I may need to drop a few, and drop a few more.

I don't even feel the need to go into detail of each situation, but simply, I have had enough. I can't take being hurt all the time, and pretending like it doesn't bother me, and smile, when we both know I just want to knock the SHIT out of you for what you did, are doing, and will do to me in the future.

I'm angry, I will admit that, but I have all reason to be. And you CAN'T be mad, because you did tell me that you didn't know if even in the future you could give me what I wanted, which has always been... You.

That's cool, I mean I can't do anything to change it, and apparently haven't been able to do anything about it for YEARS. yes, YEARS. So I think this is the end of the end.

THE END.

too much.

I can hardly believe what happened tonight.

Too crazy, a lot to take in, but i handled it the best way i could.

I truly love him like no one else, and i don't know if anyone else will even come close to the way I feel about him. He is what completes me, and the one that makes me the happiest. I can't let him out of my life, and I'm glad that we agreed on that.

Even if we are not together, I don't know how to let him go, not completely. He's going to be in my life no matter what, and I have so much relief about that.

I love you.