It's a new year, with new pretty things to play with :)

This year is going to be epic.

I think I have a lot going on this year that will ultimately work in my favor. I have a lot of determination to grow as a person and a writer. I don't want to be at the same level that I was at in 2009, I am trying to go above and beyond where I was, and make a new level for myself that I didn't even know existed, really.

I'm not worried about what is going to happen with me and my family in 2010, I just know that we are all blessed to be here in the first place, and there are great things that come out of the Buck family, so no need to stress on things that I know will occur and end greatly.

Career wise, I plan to enter onto a new internship, I am currently applying to various magazines, Atlanta-based as well as nationally known magazines. I'm super eager to get into something new, yea, I'm all ancy and stuff ha

Relationship wise, I am still being as patient as possible and trying not to rush things with any relationship opportunity that is thrown my way. I'm doing really well thee days with

truly caring about how another person feels and being there for them, as well as getting to know a person very well before ever considering whether they would be a good match for me or not. And I have successfully discovered that the majority of the guys I know, or are very close to, are amazing friends, and friends only. No need to complicate things, right? I have plenty of guy friends, and I have plenty of guy friends who care about me in a way that has nothing to do with them wanting to get in my pants. I can't say that for ALL of my guy friends, but for the ones that matter most, the ones that I need in my life and do not want out of my life, aint no "friends with benefits" going on over here, I can tell you THAT much. Ha

Overall, 2010 is going to be some kind of year. I'm lowkey and HIGHKEY madd amp'd about it, and there is NO denying of hiding that.

Bring it on bebe, Jbuck is all the way ready to RUN ATL! lmaooo

Play on Playa.

The holidays have treated me so well. I got to see my family, we haven't all been together since last Jan. for the Inauguration so it's been nice.

My time in Texas has come to an end. Me and my sister leave to make that 12 hour drive back tonight. But before that, we're having a bomb going away party which I will be the photographer :) I can test out my bangin new camera I'm hype ha.

See you soon Atl.

Love.

-B

I think it's time..

we take a trip to the bed.
you go trey songz
:) Never lets me down with the slow jams. ha


Packing up the house, this is way harder than it looks. I keep taking twitter and facebook breaks, my ma is going to kill me if i don't finish lol.

almost done. tedious work though because I keep stopping to look at old memories, I've found so many of my old journals in this closet. lol I wrote some funny stuff. I've been writing since i was real young, no wonder it's my passion :)

Love.
-B

home SCH-WEET home.

12 hours is a hella long time to be in the car, but me and my ma made it fun all the way from Atlanta, Ga to Rockwall, Tx. I'm oh so happy to be home with my precious doggies and my fam. and friends. I haven't been home in a whole year i was way past overdue to make this trip..







My old job is in love with me, if you didn't know. They already put me on the schedule starting tomorrow ha, I need some extra cash so why not have fun while doing it? :)

I feel kinda lost though, I had to get used to where I was a remember how to get places, lol. Ive been riding down Northside Drive and Buford HWY too much I forgot everything else lmao. Anyways, Happy Holidays to everyone, have safe trips home, and have fun man, be with your fam and enjoy this time, really.

Christmas isn't all about gifts, but it sure does make it a wittle more interesting :) lol

My babies :(

I have three dogs. Pepper, Munchken and Frisky. I love them oh so much and would do anything for them, they are really a part of the Buck family and everyone knows that. They are pampered and super spoiled. They sleep where they want, most of the time in the bed with me or my mother. One bark and we're up to let them out. We take them on walks constantly, all of that. Yummy treats, we are just a dog loving family.

I have had Pepper and Munchken (mixed chow and brit. spaniel) since I was about 5 or 6. So yes, they are very old, and now very sick. My ma told me today that she is going to have to put them to sleep soon, maybe even before I can get home to see them again. :( I lost it.

My ma got a new job, so she's selling our house in Texas and moving to DC, ew. And Pep Pep and Bear (nicknames) aren't healthy enough to make the trip let along adapt to the climate change. Im soooooo sad about this, like really, I've been crying all day.

i'm trying to get home asap so I can at least see them again before this happens, since I havent been home since LAST xmas.

Basically, I'm oh so upset. I dunno what to do, these are my babies :(

Please keep them in your prayers, man. I dunno how I can handle all of this right now :( :( :(

i feel like.

My summer has been pretty productive. I feel way more independent now, too.
Like, I finished my sophomore year in college (WOOT!), I didn't go home for the summer (WOOT WOOT!), got my own apartment in MY NAME, kept a job and juggled an internship while taking a few vaca's because of all the stress, and managed to spend some ample time with my bitties inbetween.

I am a multi tasker.


I'm lowkey ready for school to start too, because the sooner it starts, the sooner I can learn something new to upgrade my writing skills, and the sooner the school year will be over again and I can chill and be the baddest with no homework.

:) I really do love my life, and I am truly blessed to be given all the opportunities I have encountered and only God has been the one to ultimately help me through all the BS that has gone down this summer.

I feel like I've grown.
and I kinda like that feeling.

summatimeeeee

is lookin up... wayyyy up!

my job lowkey sucks, but im making the money i need....

im partyin a lot more than i thought i would... thanks to my friends who show me a hella good time :)

i finally got to see my fam! its been so long.. anddd

looks like i found me a boo. hmm...

thank you summer 2009

Love.

-B

I'm missing!

Well, I've been missing. Hella late on the Fourth of July wishes.. Hope everyone had a bangin time..


Me and Lil' Chris Williams tore down the kitchen.. yes ma'am, Jessica Buck cooked.. and it was bombbbb :)

Bigger news, I took a lil vaca to Chicago last week for my ma's birthday. She turned the big 5-0 and we had such a good time up here! I was born in Chicago and my ma was born and raised here, so all her fam. is still up here chillin, and of courseee they were too hype to see me! woot! lol I'm on my way to the airport now to get back to sunny atlanta. I miss the weather. Chi town is not hot, ever. lol My god father thinks 72 degrees is hot, he's a mess :) lol

I'll post pictures later when I get a chance, this car ride isn't long enough for all that. And I'll go into more details of my festivities which included a lot of um, shots.

so anways, Maxwell has the number one album in the country right now, and he is really the truth. Can't nobody touch him and he knows it. ha. What a legend. Check him out though mkayyyyy




Love.
-B
BLACKsummersnight

i think it`s time.

for a vaca.


My ma is turning the wonderful 50 years old on July 18, and she`s going to Chicago to celebrate. That`s where we are all from, so I`ve decided to accompany her and tag along for the partying. I`m so excited because I haven`t seen my fam. in Chi since I was like 15.. It`s gonna be banging.

That`s all. I have work to do, so lemme do it!

Love.
-B

Father Figure.

So if you didn't know, before last week, I had not seen my daddy since I was like 15. But, he came to visit me over the Valentines holiday, so I was hella juiced. Good times. Enough said.

pimpin.

i love my daddy.