Back to School Blues && Goals

I know this might be a little late, but I like to think that this blog was just marinating for all of you. But now I think it's ready to be published.

no worries though, I'm still working on this AMAZING blog about what it takes to be the baddest. It's in progress.. bear with me, man. It's coming.

Another year at Clark Atlanta University and another year of learning, living and enjoying Atlanta with all of its bullshit.

I can proudly say that i am not 100% excited to start another year of schooling. There is nothing wrong with the instiution itself, well except for how they always seem to screw up money that belongs to me, but that is another blog in itself. I simply just do not enjoy going to class and listening to someone talk for more than five minutes while I take notes on their every word. I enjoyed my summer interning and getting the hands on experience and freedom to write what I wanted. I just feel like the hands on experience I got is worth so much more than what I am getting from a classroom that apparantly is costing me $30,000/ year.

my expression in the last paragraph in no way is swaying my decision to stay in school, because best believe I will graduate and get my degree and potentially move onto a higher education: Graduate School. I have the mentality that I will succeed in what I do and I have all intentions of moving forward with my career. Depending on where it takes me will determine when && where i will attend Grad School, but it will happen.

I feel like I've grown so much over the past few months living in Atlanta. It's crazy how much more independent you become when your mother cuts off your money supply. But it did nothing but help me, so thanks ma :) I know I can live comfortably with the money I earn myself, and need no extra help from anyone. Rent, food, clothes, gas, bills, etc. Paid for. *BAM, POW, BLING, BURR* [Gucci!].

Whatever you want to call it, I made it.

Love.
-B

end of summer blues.

The summer is just about over.
School starts in just a few days, I can't say i'm hella excited about it either.

Of course, Clark has jacked up all my account info, so i def. owe money, but shouldn't. lol

[story of my life]

another day, another dolla.

bunk bed flow; always one level above.

Love.

-B

Born

Successful.

Drake did it again, like I didn't already know that was going to happen.

So far gone was a bangin ass mixtape, and now Drake got born successful, which is crack. I'll prolly be bumpin it for the next month like I did the last mixtape. Plus, Drake is my boo, so I gotta support him! lol

download it.

that's real.

Love.

-B

8.26.09

School is about to start. I don`t really know how i`m feeling about starting another semester of school at Clark.

Clark isn`t the problem. School in general is something i don`t really look forward to... ever. lol
I only want it to start so it can end again. lol The faster we start the sooner I can have another year behind me on my path of success! haa

so,
Junior year, here I come
:)


Love.
-B

i feel like.

My summer has been pretty productive. I feel way more independent now, too.
Like, I finished my sophomore year in college (WOOT!), I didn't go home for the summer (WOOT WOOT!), got my own apartment in MY NAME, kept a job and juggled an internship while taking a few vaca's because of all the stress, and managed to spend some ample time with my bitties inbetween.

I am a multi tasker.


I'm lowkey ready for school to start too, because the sooner it starts, the sooner I can learn something new to upgrade my writing skills, and the sooner the school year will be over again and I can chill and be the baddest with no homework.

:) I really do love my life, and I am truly blessed to be given all the opportunities I have encountered and only God has been the one to ultimately help me through all the BS that has gone down this summer.

I feel like I've grown.
and I kinda like that feeling.

summatimeeeee

is lookin up... wayyyy up!

my job lowkey sucks, but im making the money i need....

im partyin a lot more than i thought i would... thanks to my friends who show me a hella good time :)

i finally got to see my fam! its been so long.. anddd

looks like i found me a boo. hmm...

thank you summer 2009

Love.

-B

I'm missing!

Well, I've been missing. Hella late on the Fourth of July wishes.. Hope everyone had a bangin time..


Me and Lil' Chris Williams tore down the kitchen.. yes ma'am, Jessica Buck cooked.. and it was bombbbb :)

Bigger news, I took a lil vaca to Chicago last week for my ma's birthday. She turned the big 5-0 and we had such a good time up here! I was born in Chicago and my ma was born and raised here, so all her fam. is still up here chillin, and of courseee they were too hype to see me! woot! lol I'm on my way to the airport now to get back to sunny atlanta. I miss the weather. Chi town is not hot, ever. lol My god father thinks 72 degrees is hot, he's a mess :) lol

I'll post pictures later when I get a chance, this car ride isn't long enough for all that. And I'll go into more details of my festivities which included a lot of um, shots.

so anways, Maxwell has the number one album in the country right now, and he is really the truth. Can't nobody touch him and he knows it. ha. What a legend. Check him out though mkayyyyy




Love.
-B
BLACKsummersnight

jamie foxx.

is the truth.

I love him, and he really was bangin hostin the bet awards. I can`t lie. The whole show wasn`t bangin like I thought it was, but it was still good. All for MJ. That`s what i`m talkin bout! haa.

i think it`s time.

for a vaca.


My ma is turning the wonderful 50 years old on July 18, and she`s going to Chicago to celebrate. That`s where we are all from, so I`ve decided to accompany her and tag along for the partying. I`m so excited because I haven`t seen my fam. in Chi since I was like 15.. It`s gonna be banging.

That`s all. I have work to do, so lemme do it!

Love.
-B

the everybody project.

phil is pretty nice with the pictures.

but he`s hella slackin with uploading the rest of my pix!

this will do for now.

Love.

-B

excite.

I don't know about you, but I am ready for the new Twilight movie to come out. New Moon is going to be so good!!! I feel like reading the book again, which i most likely will do.

Annnnddddd....

Harry Potter is coming out too. Now there's my nerd side. I love Harry Potter. All I need is Vanessa to fly to Atl and go see it with me, because she's my Harry Potter partner :)

These two movies are going to be battling it out in the box offices i already know. It's going to be really good to see which movie gets better reviews and who makes the most money. If only they would start making movies for the Black & White trilogy. I would be in it, and I would be GOOD. And I would be famous and hang out with all the coolies that are in the other"books that get turned into movies" flicks.


Yep. that's me.

Love.
-B

Are you 'bout it'?

I have seen too many people claiming they are on they grind and gettin money and doin all these big things, and it's all lies. I need to find someone (in general) that really is "bout it". Bout they business, bout they bucks, bout they shit. I don't need to hear you say all these things, I need to physically see it. If your not bout it it's not that big of a deal, you just need to work harder so you can confidently say " I am successful and I know it". I don't like being decieved into thinking the wrong thing. I meet a lot of new people each day with my internship and my job and whatever else, and I'm not looking for a boo or boyfriend or suga daddy, I just want to know who all out there is on the same page as I am. I am def. bout my business and my bucks. <-- all truth in that statement. Anyways, Street report magazine was def. in miami over memorial day weekend.. yacht party.. it was pretty bangin.. and so was i lol

me and Young Dose on the Lady Windridge

FYI

I feel like I need to let all my friends from back home know what the real deal is real quick. Don't worry, this will only take a minute. You guys can take it how you want it, it's up to you, but I'm already tired of explainin myself 75483754732 times to 758748675 different people every single day.

All I have been hearing is, "jess!, when are you coming back to dallas? we need to hang out i havent talked to you in so long!".

Number one. I'm not coming home this summer. Sorry for ya. I have a good job out here, an apartment, and a wonderful Internship with a magazine. I believe after reading that last sentence you will realize that I am following my dreams right now, which is the initial reason that I came to Atlanta in the first place. So, why would I go home to Dallas? to chill with you guys? I mean, that would be really fun and cool, but I would be doing NOTHING productive with my talents, besides working at Nick's again. (love you stan, but no siir).

Number two. If i have not talked to you in months, why are you all of the sudden BLOWING UP MY PHONE asking me when I'm coming home. Why do you all of the sudden care now about how I have been and want to hang out so bad? I don't have enough minutes in the day to let you know how my entire school year has been, becuase I haven't gotten a call from you in six months or more.

I hate it when dudes really start calling again from home when school is out, hella excited to see me, but I aint talked to them in dumb long. You were NOT thinking of me on jan. 22, march 19 or april 10th. [random days], I mean, thanks for the bday wishes on april 14th, but you just started thinking of me May 9th when school let out. nice try, but you will not get NO play.

I love living out here in Atlanta, and wherever my career takes me is where I will be. I still love my friends from back home so much, but if we don't talk for a while, that doesn't mean that we aren't friends! It just simply means that we each have our own lives and have our own things going on.

no worries, you're still the baddest. just in another state. you all can come visit me whenever you want, it aint nothing but a phone call and a standby flight!

Love.
-B

street report magazine

FOLLOW ME ON TWITTER! TWITTER.COM/JBUCKK and follow the homies above too! TWITTER.COM/BESTDAEEVER TWITTER.COM/NEWARKID

I absolutely love my internship. Kim is hella bomb (editor-in-chief) and general looks out for me like no other (owner).

Finals are done, I have a project to turn in tomorrow morning, and then it's all summmmmerrrrrtimeeee yesss...

moving into bianca's house tomorrow too.. until we move into OUR apartment at the end of the month. im dumb exicted. permanent sleepover. haa

I'm interviewing Travis Porter in a few minutes, they got that song "black boy white boy" we'll see how that goes lol.

Im real excited about this summer though. I'll be working, in my own apartment, and doing my internship.. busy busy busy but I dont care I love how things are going now.

Andddd I have 6 album reviews in this months issue of street report magazine. woot! I'm bout to have this interview wit Travis Porter in next months, along with more album reviews, and my own spread. Can you say, I AM THE BADDEST? lol im too hype.

Check out the website though, I blog on there too.. and you can subsribe to street report magazine too now! subscribe so you can see my stuff each month!

Streetreportmagazine.net

Love.
-B

The Atlanta Rainforest

This weather is really making me frown. I'm tired of all this bad weather with rain and humidity and all, it's not doing anything good for my hair!!


I need warmth and sun. Clear skies with few clouds and a super hot sun.
I need a reason to go lay out by the pool and get dark! smh.

Drizzy

David says that's my new nickname, only because I'm still bumpin track 7 in my car non-stop. Who cares, Drake is coming to Atlanta soon anyways, so I already know there is about to be HELLA groupies out there trying to grap his goods. smh.

I will admit that I have been MIA. But, I have good reason. I've been working hella hours, but with no complaints.. keeping up my grades in school [gotta keep myself on the dean's list!], and I just landed me an internship with Street Report Magazine. But the best news of all is... me and Beno found our apartment! This is the business I'm too hype. So with all of that said, I will indeed be in Atlanta this summer, working and doing my internship... which I am using for school credit [chea].

Happy belated bday Na'taya. She turned 20 this past Friday, and had a surprise birthday party at her house, which resulted in some un-lady-like activities aka... fighting. Yep, I said it. And the whole situation was completely ridiculous, but it happened, and I had my friends' back. I truly am the baddest huh?
:].

My birthday is April 14th man. I'll be 20. Only a few more days left!!!
How will you make my day of birth special?

A Night Off - Drake ft Lloyd

I need someone to take a night off for me!! seems like I can't catch a break these days. I keep gettin rejected!!! [story of my life].