Sex and the City.
This movie only makes me ponder even more when I will meet the man of my dreams. The person I am meant to spend the rest of my life with. The perfect person for me that will understand me in every way possible and take me for what I am, all flaws included. Personally, I am quite an impatient person, so I am so anxious to finally meet this person, maybe a little too anxious. I just want to know who my perfect man is! I am very aware that I am only 19 years old, but I am not sure that I can handle dating guy after guy, and continually being let down, rejected, or overall unimpressed altogether. I see it as a waste of time. I would rather meet the man of my dreams now, and be with him without having to meet numerous different guys, when they are clearly not the one for me. But it seems that I am the kind of girl that is attracted to the wrong guys. Guys that are just so smooth and think they are too cute for just one girl. Guys that do not want a girlfriend, but want all the "lovin" that comes with it. Guys that go through girls like underwear and cannot tell the complete truth if it saved their lives. I ask myself all the time how and why am I attracted to these type of men? Well, they are just too cute for words. And looks are always a plus and they def. get you in the door, before I realize that they are lameee and totally not the kind of guy I need in my life.
I just want a man! A funny, smart, SINCERE guy who is not trying to get to know me just long enough to invite me back to his room to "chill". And I am sure any guy reading this is screaming that this is them right? WRONG. I will not believe you for one second that this is you, because I am almost positive that every guy in this world has been like the guy I mentioned in my first paragraph. You have all at least once played a girl, used a girl, or hurt a girl. Do not claim to be this perfect guy for me if I would just give you a chance. I have heard this too many times and no longer take words as anything to put trust in. I believe what I see, and I aint seen nothing yet!
I just want a man! A funny, smart, SINCERE guy who is not trying to get to know me just long enough to invite me back to his room to "chill". And I am sure any guy reading this is screaming that this is them right? WRONG. I will not believe you for one second that this is you, because I am almost positive that every guy in this world has been like the guy I mentioned in my first paragraph. You have all at least once played a girl, used a girl, or hurt a girl. Do not claim to be this perfect guy for me if I would just give you a chance. I have heard this too many times and no longer take words as anything to put trust in. I believe what I see, and I aint seen nothing yet!
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Now I cant speak for all dudes, i cant speak for many of them, i can only speak for me. I dont think that young love lasts because there is still alot of growing that both people go through, in which they most likely will grow apart, for better or worse. this can be true not only in relationships, but also in friendships and amongst family. Your still very young and your impatience is very transparent. I do believe that heartache is needed because it makes you a stronger person, but you are also suppose to learn from your mistakes. I dont know why women wait till they are bitter to learn. Love is a beautiful thing, but it can be the biggest obstacle when your in school. I feel sorry for females because so many fellas either dont have or dont use their conscience, and therefore feel no guilt in the damage that they cause or maybe they find glory. They are lost in trying to be their idols, but thats for another conversation and i think that i have over stayed my welcome and what do i know?
-Zo Johnson
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