hello webcam :)

Just got a new webcam, kind hype... so of course i been snappin pix and what not.

Peace.

Play on Playa.

The holidays have treated me so well. I got to see my family, we haven't all been together since last Jan. for the Inauguration so it's been nice.

My time in Texas has come to an end. Me and my sister leave to make that 12 hour drive back tonight. But before that, we're having a bomb going away party which I will be the photographer :) I can test out my bangin new camera I'm hype ha.

See you soon Atl.

Love.

-B

too much.

I can hardly believe what happened tonight.

Too crazy, a lot to take in, but i handled it the best way i could.

I truly love him like no one else, and i don't know if anyone else will even come close to the way I feel about him. He is what completes me, and the one that makes me the happiest. I can't let him out of my life, and I'm glad that we agreed on that.

Even if we are not together, I don't know how to let him go, not completely. He's going to be in my life no matter what, and I have so much relief about that.

I love you.

G4L

Rihanna is such a beast for this track.

She's always been the baddest, like before and after Chris Brown. He def. boosted her career, but she had all her success on her own. She's known so bangin music and a bangin stylist.

"I like the gun when im done cuz i know that revenge is sweet".

shoot. she can get it. lowkey.

Love.
-B

Number One.

Have you ever had that one person that has been consistently in your life for years and years and you just can't seem to brush them off completely?

What about an old boyfriend from way back when, and you THINK that you've outgrown him/her... like you are for sure that ya'll are just two different people now, and it would never work?

Hmm.. When he/she calls you it's nothing, but exceed 4 text messages or 20 minutes and it all changes.

You're first love, and you haven't seen them in forever, but as soon as you get in the vicinity of this person, a light switch comes on, and you're hooked.

Feelings just slapping you in the face that you never would have thought would come back. You were doing so good.

You were over them. They were over you. Ya'll were both moved on. He/she has a new person in they life, and you, well you have special people in your life, maybe not a main, but you're doing just fine where you are!

It was only for a visit, only for a few days to see family and friends, but it was only right that you go to see him/her, because your movin away, and won't be back for a while.

One visit turned into two, which turned into many. You just couldn't help yourself, it was out of your control now.. So you just gave in, gave in completely?

Yes, completly.

And now you're not sure what to do, because this wasn't really supposed to happen, you were just supposed to reminisce and say your goodbyes.

Confused on where this leads? Not sure what will happen next?


Yea, so am i.

That Night.

Imma always support my homies, and imma always support good music. So when I find good music, or bomb music that my homies created, it's like a double whammy.

Corey Davis and A.Ware new video for their song "That Night"

Yea, I missed the video shoot, bc I was home in Dallas, but I was there in spirit, ha.




Check out their Sex on a Sunday Sampler and other goodies here.
And their Sex on a Sunday LP is on iTunes too!




:)

Love.
-B

gmail

just added the gadget so I can blog AND check my email at the same time, sweet.

Love.
-B

jesse boykins III

I've wrote about this kid before, and I just came across some of his new stuff. He's upgraded to a label that him and a friend founded, and has some dope videos, I just love love love his voice though, real talk.

enjoy.

More Vids

I'm quite picky.

When it comes to my friends, not everyone can make the cut. There are a lot of people out here that you just cannot trust and they are steady trying to be your friend and get in your business.

I've fallen for this before but never again. A real friend doesn't back stab you or do something hella trife to you just because they are mad. If a real friend has a problem then they come to YOU and talk to YOU about it ad you both resolve the issue. A real friend doesn't tell everyone BUT YOU that they are mad at YOU, and never reach out to resolve the conflict. That's just petty and unnecessary.

I am lucky enough to have my handful of friends that I can trust with everything in the world. The friends that I know have my back when I'm really in need, and the one's that know virtually everything about, past, present and future.

I also have those friends that aren't my best friends, but I still consider them to be the friends I can go to if I need something, and the friends that I hang out with on a regular basis. Not everyone can be my bestfriend... there's only a select few of those.

The many circles of friends that I have keep me rounded and diverse. I don't like to hang out with the same people over and over and over again, because eventually it gets boring and I've done everything with these people. I like to meet new people and check out new spots and what not. This doesn't mean that these new people I'm meeting are about to be my new bestfriends, but I could always use a few more acquaintances, nothing wrong with that, right? I mean, fun is fun, and I like to have fun. Point Blank.

I have my bestfriends, my really good friends, my friends I say hi to at school, and people that I know from being out. Unless I have chilled with you more than 10 times, you can't really be my GOOD friend, but you could very well be someone that I know and have fun with easily. And even if I have hung out with you more than 10 times, if we have never had a convo that didn't result in the consumption of alcohol or weed, it doesn't count. lol

I hate it when people try to bribe me into hanging out with them with weed or alcohol, like... You don't have to get me fucked up just to hang out with me. I can hang out when I'm sober, it's okay. lol There is nothing wrong with being sober, but there IS something wrong with me drunk or high ALLLL the time. Get your life together, it's not that crucial. lol

I love my besties, my friends, my acquaintances, and everyone else that I know as well. We'll see how good of a friend I am to you when xmas comes around. teehee

im gon need you to say something baby.

Timbaland Ft. Drake- Say Something.

New single, goes hard. My homie Chris put me on a few days, and I've had the vid on repeat since then, teehee.

Drake is still my nigga, ha. and Timbaland has always been a genius. The beat is just crazy, though.

enjoy.

Love.
-B

Tiger oh Tiger

You're really messing up these days. Multiple mistresses, all WHITE (smh), and leaving behind evidence! huh? You gotta be more slick!

Love.
-B

Nicki Minaj

I'm lowkey in love with her.
Nicki Minaj is a beast, and I really can't get enough of her. lol She's over the top with the barbie concept but she's the only one I will allow to be that way lol. Usually I hate people who compare themselves or even call themselves barbie bc it's literally unrealistic, but Nicki can do whatever she wants lol..


Go Nicki!

bahahaha

World Star Hip-Hop has the funniest videos ever. I probably check it at least 3 times a week and this video i just found has to top a lot.

i just have one question: whose office is she in with her pj's dancing like that? hmm..

Enjoy :)

Love.
-B

I think it's time..

we take a trip to the bed.
you go trey songz
:) Never lets me down with the slow jams. ha


Packing up the house, this is way harder than it looks. I keep taking twitter and facebook breaks, my ma is going to kill me if i don't finish lol.

almost done. tedious work though because I keep stopping to look at old memories, I've found so many of my old journals in this closet. lol I wrote some funny stuff. I've been writing since i was real young, no wonder it's my passion :)

Love.
-B

home SCH-WEET home.

12 hours is a hella long time to be in the car, but me and my ma made it fun all the way from Atlanta, Ga to Rockwall, Tx. I'm oh so happy to be home with my precious doggies and my fam. and friends. I haven't been home in a whole year i was way past overdue to make this trip..







My old job is in love with me, if you didn't know. They already put me on the schedule starting tomorrow ha, I need some extra cash so why not have fun while doing it? :)

I feel kinda lost though, I had to get used to where I was a remember how to get places, lol. Ive been riding down Northside Drive and Buford HWY too much I forgot everything else lmao. Anyways, Happy Holidays to everyone, have safe trips home, and have fun man, be with your fam and enjoy this time, really.

Christmas isn't all about gifts, but it sure does make it a wittle more interesting :) lol

FINALS

2 DOWN. 1 to go.

I'm almost done ahhh I'm too hype. 

This semester has definitely drained me to the end. Hard classes, 18 hours, work work work, internship, no sleep. lol

No worries though, I hope I came out on top with my grades, and I'm moving on ready to relax in my bed in Texas. Woot. 

Surprise trip to houston though, I'm lowkey excited. I get to see my brotherrrr, my wifeyyy, my jelly, and my boo :) teehee

Love.

-B