Chillin.

Apparently a lot has been happening, I'm slippin over here.

My friend had a birthday (heyy recho)

We partied.

We went to Miami :)

 

We partied...

I made it to 21 years old :) 

 

 And I keep havin fun!

that is all :)

Love.

-B

Yo.

Before school started, all I was doing was going to work and playing on my computer and my new webcam. Let's just say I have madddd pix on my computer of myself in 7549875943 different poses.

It was fun what can I say!

I'm so hard. and yeah yea yeah I'm so hard.

Just me. and my scha-weeeet tattoo :) ha.

Pants on the Ground

I keep replaying this.

Over and Over and Over again.

That's all I'm going to say.

:)

Hey CAU :)

Yet another semester at Clark. But lowkey, or highkey, I'm excited.

I'm usually always excited when school first starts, and then I dread everything after that, but this semester I think it's different. My classes are all mostly dealing with my major, not intro class of Mass Media or general classes either, so it's crunch time and I'm all the way ready for it.

School was never my cup of tea, but if this is what's going to make me successful like I know I will be, then by all means I am taking full advantage of it. Work and play are both capable of having equal shares of my life. And right now, I'm all about the work.

WOOT!

Love.

-B

I think it's time.

That I gave up on the past, old relationships, people in general.

The same people I thought I could count on before, I don't think I can anymore. I don't know if I need all these people in my life right now just complicating things. I may need to drop a few, and drop a few more.

I don't even feel the need to go into detail of each situation, but simply, I have had enough. I can't take being hurt all the time, and pretending like it doesn't bother me, and smile, when we both know I just want to knock the SHIT out of you for what you did, are doing, and will do to me in the future.

I'm angry, I will admit that, but I have all reason to be. And you CAN'T be mad, because you did tell me that you didn't know if even in the future you could give me what I wanted, which has always been... You.

That's cool, I mean I can't do anything to change it, and apparently haven't been able to do anything about it for YEARS. yes, YEARS. So I think this is the end of the end.

THE END.

It's a new year, with new pretty things to play with :)

This year is going to be epic.

I think I have a lot going on this year that will ultimately work in my favor. I have a lot of determination to grow as a person and a writer. I don't want to be at the same level that I was at in 2009, I am trying to go above and beyond where I was, and make a new level for myself that I didn't even know existed, really.

I'm not worried about what is going to happen with me and my family in 2010, I just know that we are all blessed to be here in the first place, and there are great things that come out of the Buck family, so no need to stress on things that I know will occur and end greatly.

Career wise, I plan to enter onto a new internship, I am currently applying to various magazines, Atlanta-based as well as nationally known magazines. I'm super eager to get into something new, yea, I'm all ancy and stuff ha

Relationship wise, I am still being as patient as possible and trying not to rush things with any relationship opportunity that is thrown my way. I'm doing really well thee days with

truly caring about how another person feels and being there for them, as well as getting to know a person very well before ever considering whether they would be a good match for me or not. And I have successfully discovered that the majority of the guys I know, or are very close to, are amazing friends, and friends only. No need to complicate things, right? I have plenty of guy friends, and I have plenty of guy friends who care about me in a way that has nothing to do with them wanting to get in my pants. I can't say that for ALL of my guy friends, but for the ones that matter most, the ones that I need in my life and do not want out of my life, aint no "friends with benefits" going on over here, I can tell you THAT much. Ha

Overall, 2010 is going to be some kind of year. I'm lowkey and HIGHKEY madd amp'd about it, and there is NO denying of hiding that.

Bring it on bebe, Jbuck is all the way ready to RUN ATL! lmaooo

Tumblr.

Oh, how i have been so faithful to my blogspot. We are coming up on 2 years strong and I'm extra excited about that. I feel like i have come a long way since I first started blogging, and I can proudly say that my skills have heightened, but I'm not where I want to be yet, it all takes time I guess.

Blogging is something I started to work on my writing skills, as well as express my opinion on everyday things. I blog about anything and everything. Some days I blog about certain topics that I feel aren't being touched on too much today, and other days I'll simply post music or a funny video just to switch it up a bit. I like to think that I'm versatile enough to pull that off.

I just recently got into my tumblr blog, and I feel like it is a little more simpler with what I am trying to portray on my blog. Overall, my blogspot will always have my heart :) haha you have been so good to me. In the meantime, inbetween keeping up with this blog and that, check out my alternate blog, which I am oh so proud of :)

[jlbuckk.tumblr.com]

same substance, different blog, still showing my badass life.

Thank you, and goodnight

Love.

-B